morning myths: burnt toast
by matt robinson
Here
it is then, the dark thing,
the
dark thing you have waited for so long.
You
have made such melodramas
-
from "Waiting" by Margaret Atwood
here
it is then: the dark thing,
released. it must have slipped out
of your nose - camouflaged by
a sneeze - or dribbled onto your pillow in the middle
of the night and dried - vaporized, perhaps - before
your waking. but it is out: it is
the burnt toast, is the scorched coffee that
assaults your tongue and tastes, you soon note, absolutely
devoid of cream. (there is not even
a trace of skim milk. no, there is only - everywhere -
the
dark thing you have waited for so long
to be rid of in the midst of your sleep.) and just
because you have waited so long for
it to be out, you had not given much thought to - had
not expected - this moment: the aftermath, the toast. you
are entirely unprepared. and so these
dark things, these morning shadows now released
to drone their sullen
music free across the sheets and through the sluggish swing of
your gait, help you comprehend the sort of bed
you
have made. such melodramas:
these our half-lit, half-conscious mornings. an inflicting
of barely remembered night
terrors on the unsuspecting counter-top gleam of days'
introductions; a gratuitous kind of foolishness; something
best left, if considered, to children
of a particular age. but, nonetheless, the jaundiced
reassurances of the streetlights on
each and every morning still seem necessary,
oddly, no matter how imagined we suppose dark things to be.